38 weeks

2 weeks to go....

I hope less, but based on my pregnancy with Lu. 12 days and counting. 

I am excited. 

9 months is a loooong time to be pregnant. 

I went the Dr. yesterday for my weekly and am still dilated to a 1 for the 3rd week in a row. Baby is very comfortable and hasn't dropped at all. 
This may or may not have sent me into a minor to large break down.
I took a nap and aside from feeling anxious feel like a have a better grasp on the situation.

Thinking more this baby is a girl though. 

On the plus side this gives me more time to enjoy mango's. I have never liked mango's ever. 
Now I have Matt cutting them up for me so often his hand have calluses.
But the passion I have for Mango's are stronger than I could ever imagine. 

I'm bummed a little too. 

I won't feel a baby in my stomach again. 

That makes me a little sad. 

There is nothing like it. 

Not to mention how life is going to change. 

My Lucy isn't going to be my baby anymore. 

I worry how she is going to react to baby. She is such a little mommy that I know she will do so well but just thinking about it makes me emotional.

There are a lot of feelings that come with having only 2 weeks to go till life takes another big turn. 

Regardless change is coming. 

I know God is good. 

And the fact he is blessing Matt and I with another beautiful baby is nothing short of proof of that.